So I'm stressed. frustrated. and i just don't know what to do anymore.
I'm sick of calling into work because I don't have a car. I'm sick of bumming rides. I'm sick of it all.
I hate paying rent because I'm left with no money...or negative money.
I don't know what to do.
I am constantly giving all those worries to God ..but it's like a boomerang. I get rid of it but it eventually comes back.
I need a car.
But for that I need money.
Without a car, i can't get to work most of the time.
Meaning barely enough money for rent...and none for a car.
It's so frustrating.
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i wonder if anyone even reads this thing.
ha. probably not.

This weekend had one word: Perfection...or the closest it could have gotten to it.
Saturday night after working i was planning on sleeping cuz i havent been getting much sleep. Instead i went to blackhawk ministries to something called Response. The worship and fellowship and the message were amazing.
Sunday after church there was a cookout at someones house. Volleyball was amazing..however Cole slicing his finger while cutting tomatoes and passing out..not so amazing.
But SALT(young adult group) was planning on going camping this last night and today. well i was supposed to work..but called off..and it was so worth it! So, for the first time ever..i went camping(outside of epworth where i sleep in a cabin). it was full out cooking dinner over a fire by using metal pots and well a portable grill to laying out with sleeping bags and pillows infront of a fire on the ground and falling asleep staring at the stars and talking to God. It was incredible. I never pictured myself sleeping on a ground with a sleeping bag and pillows and then waking up with feeling like i got a good nights sleep(when i probably really didnt)..on the ground! and then we cooked breakfast over the fire. It was awesome. We also took the pontoon out on the lake we were close by(it was my friends grandparentss area we were camping out at)...and jumped off and went swimming. One of the cleanest lakes in Indiana. It was awesome. =]
This entire week has been amazing. Seeing Hillsong United(they were also incredible the first time i saw them)...having a good week at work...amazing fellowship with friends..and then ending it with camping.

well thats all for now. long post .. sorry
peace.

So, today I had my first day at Charlotte Russe. It was fun. Crazy. but fun. I was in the fitting rooms and shoes today. For 4 hours. oh fun :) I am excited to see what God has for me at this store. One of the girls' parents came in today ... and I recognized them because they were my camp counselors when i was in middle school! it was so cool.

Ugh. I work wed, thurs, fri, sat, sun at Arbys this week..not a day off...*sigh*
but, i am pretty sure i'm calling sunday off for baptisms for church!! not missing that!! =]

The Desert Song-Hillsong

This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides


And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames


And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain

I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here


And this is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand


All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship


This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be empited again
The seed I've recieved I will sow


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So, I'm totally addicted to the Olympics this year. Michael Phelps has of course been a favorite since day one. Swimming and gymnastics are definitely my favorite. If I don't get to watch them during the day..I stay up til 3 to watch the re runs. hehe :)

So on to better news...I have another job. I work at a clothing store in the mall called Charlotte Russe. I was really excited during the interview and I think it is going to be a really awesome job. For the interview .. (it was a group interview..there was 3 of us)..we had to do an activity. We had to create a scenario, lets say, someone working in an office and going to a party afterwards....and we had to go around the store, and pick out an outfit with acceories, take it up to the person that did the interview and explain. it was the most fun interview i have ever done :)

anyways..after i did that she said she was interested in hiring me and asked when i could start..so yayyy!!!! :)

Alright, so I was supposed to go car shopping today with my dad...sad thing is...I'm missing a check i got from camp last friday....:/ not good....so now i'm without a car still....2 jobs...and life is going to get fuun...not. :)

ok....time to go looking some more and maybe make some food and do laundry.

i love having 2 days off in a row.

So today was ok.

I went to a pizza place today called Pizza Forum. It was good. I went with my sister and another friend Laura and her boyfriend and his friend(hopefully that isnt too confusing :) )

So I really like this place because the Co-brand is a pizza place from Ball State called Greeks Pizzeria. It made my afternoon. After that I went and applied at a clothing store in the mall. Charlotte Russe. She said I most likely have the job .. and if I do..its byebye Arbys!!!

Soooo...this is a boring night. It is my roommates 21st birthday..HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESS! and well..i am the only roommate that is not 21 so i could not tag along. *sigh*

I wish I had a car...:/

So today I tried sushi for the first time ... it was amazing.

and then I went to Debrands chocolate.

Best thing is it was with 2 amazing people i worked with this summer and a roommate.

Fantastic day off.

=]

from Xanga to blogspot..

So I have switched over in the world of blogs...

from Xanga to Blogspot.

I guess I can give you a little heads up as to who I am and what i'm doing on here..

Well, my name is Margo. And i'm blogging. =]

First off, I love Jesus. I am part of an amazing worship team and an amazing church called Envision Life Center.

I am a student at Ivy Tech Community State college(yeah...i go to one of the million lol) but I was once a student at Ball State University that never studied so now I am back in Fort Wayne. Woo hoo. Unfortunately, this year wasen't any better...so i am taking the next semester off.

That was probably one of the greatest things ever. God led me to a church that has changed my life. With the messages, the vision, the worship, the amazing fellowship.


But anyways. I am working at a camp now...(just moved in today!)..called Epworth Forest in North Webster, IN. I am a waterfront lifeguard. and also helping bring the kids to know Jesus.

best job ever if you ask me.

=]

however thats all for now because i need some much needed rest.

In Him,
your new blogspotter Margo.