so i no longer have the flu...which feels wonderful.

God is doing amazing things in my life and in the people's life around me. The new church building is absolutely beautiful and good things are happening.

Arbys is getting more and more fun but soon i will be out of there for the summer :D i cannot wait to get away for my summer job. it will be my third year at the camp and i'm so excited 

i will of course miss fort wayne a lot though :D 

anywho i dont know why i'm updating and rambling away..i think i might go watch the sandlot..

the flu sucks

:( 

i just want to get out and do something and go to work and make moneyyy so i can pay rent. body, please heal quickly :D

Phil Wickham. Beautiful.

I see Your face in every sunrise
The colors of the morning are inside Your eyes
The world awakens in the light of the day
I look up to the sky and say 
You’re beautiful

I see Your power in the moonlit night
Where planets are in motion and galaxies are bright
We are amazed in the light of the stars
It’s all proclaiming who You are
You’re beautiful, You're beautiful

I see you there hanging on a tree
You bled and then you died and then you rose again for me
Now you are sitting on Your heavenly throne
Soon we will be coming home
You’re beautiful, you're beautiful

When we arrive at eternity’s shore
Where death is just a memory and tears are no more
We’ll enter in as the wedding bells ring 
Your bride will come together and we’ll sing
You’re beautiful, You're beautiful, You're beautiful

I see Your face, You're beautiful, You're beautiful, You're beautiful
I see Your face, You're beautiful, You're beautiful, You're beautiful
I see Your face, I see Your face
I see Your face, You’re beautiful, You’re beautiful, You’re beautiful

so here it is...almost 2am. and i have been trying to sleep since midnight...and it's just not working out so great :D

i am hoping this blog makes sense..because although i can't sleep..i am still pretty darn tired.

so here's the thing...i need something new. i am tired of having the same routine almost everyday. wake up. go to work. come home. do whatever. and do whatever i have planned for the night [[ CRU. intervarsity. practice. salt..whatev]]..but i feel like every week is the same thing.

i want a new job. but i know i just need to be patient with the one i have now. and then...when God is ready for me to move on..he will give me another one..so i guess arbys will have to do for now. 

ha.

so i went to the church tonight to help...its looking great. still TOOONS of work to be done before sunday ... but i think it might get there...maybe not completely..but it will be decent enough to have service in..i hope :D 

so life is good.

pretty good.

i'm liking this whole not getting on facebook every night for hours. it really IS  helping me in my walk. getting in the word. getting in prayer. its amazing.

now if only it would get warm. because im motivated to go running! :D 

peace.

too lame to write my own...so i use songs...

Fire of God
Burn in me
Capture my heart again
Pull me through
Make me clean
I'm reaching for your love

Come carry me now
I'm crying out
For someone I can not see
Come carry me now
I'm crying

How I long to be broken
How I want to be near you
How my heart skips beats when
Your love accepts me as I am

Breath of God
Breathe on me
Hold me in your hands
Take my life
This offering
And use me where I am

Come carry me now
I'm crying out
For someone I can not see
Come carry me now
I'm crying

How I long to be broken
How I want to be near you
How my heart skips beats when
Your love accepts me as I am

How I long to be broken
How I want to be near you
How my heart skips beats when
Your love accepts me as I am

Come burn in me
Come burn in me
Come burn in me
Burn in me

--the Glorious Unseen "burn in me"

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today was lame.

i went to work..came home. took a nap. and havent left since. 

but..i did have some amazing convos with people online. 

i got called off for tomorrow so day off. 

lame.

i hate days off.

i would love them if i didn't have bills.

i might go give plasma :D

ps...check out the glorious unseen ..... they are an amazing ambient/indie worship band

www.myspace.com/thegloriousunseen

i think facebook is much harder to give up than i thought.

liiike..i get the emails still...so i see most of whats goin on with my page...but it sucks not commenting back and stuff..

i have 55 notifications already.

ha.

oh man..

craaazyyy

soooo i worked from 12pm until 10pm tonight..

and i didn't realized that i worked at 7:30am tomorrow.

oh man.

=]

i wasen't able to help the church move today..

that makes me really sad.

but hey i'm gonna stop this blog and go get sleep :D