So I'm stressed. frustrated. and i just don't know what to do anymore.
I'm sick of calling into work because I don't have a car. I'm sick of bumming rides. I'm sick of it all.
I hate paying rent because I'm left with no money...or negative money.
I don't know what to do.
I am constantly giving all those worries to God ..but it's like a boomerang. I get rid of it but it eventually comes back.
I need a car.
But for that I need money.
Without a car, i can't get to work most of the time.
Meaning barely enough money for rent...and none for a car.
It's so frustrating.
=/
i wonder if anyone even reads this thing.
ha. probably not.
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Monday, September 1, 2008
This weekend had one word: Perfection...or the closest it could have gotten to it.
Saturday night after working i was planning on sleeping cuz i havent been getting much sleep. Instead i went to blackhawk ministries to something called Response. The worship and fellowship and the message were amazing.
Sunday after church there was a cookout at someones house. Volleyball was amazing..however Cole slicing his finger while cutting tomatoes and passing out..not so amazing.
But SALT(young adult group) was planning on going camping this last night and today. well i was supposed to work..but called off..and it was so worth it! So, for the first time ever..i went camping(outside of epworth where i sleep in a cabin). it was full out cooking dinner over a fire by using metal pots and well a portable grill to laying out with sleeping bags and pillows infront of a fire on the ground and falling asleep staring at the stars and talking to God. It was incredible. I never pictured myself sleeping on a ground with a sleeping bag and pillows and then waking up with feeling like i got a good nights sleep(when i probably really didnt)..on the ground! and then we cooked breakfast over the fire. It was awesome. We also took the pontoon out on the lake we were close by(it was my friends grandparentss area we were camping out at)...and jumped off and went swimming. One of the cleanest lakes in Indiana. It was awesome. =]
This entire week has been amazing. Seeing Hillsong United(they were also incredible the first time i saw them)...having a good week at work...amazing fellowship with friends..and then ending it with camping.
well thats all for now. long post .. sorry
peace.
Saturday night after working i was planning on sleeping cuz i havent been getting much sleep. Instead i went to blackhawk ministries to something called Response. The worship and fellowship and the message were amazing.
Sunday after church there was a cookout at someones house. Volleyball was amazing..however Cole slicing his finger while cutting tomatoes and passing out..not so amazing.
But SALT(young adult group) was planning on going camping this last night and today. well i was supposed to work..but called off..and it was so worth it! So, for the first time ever..i went camping(outside of epworth where i sleep in a cabin). it was full out cooking dinner over a fire by using metal pots and well a portable grill to laying out with sleeping bags and pillows infront of a fire on the ground and falling asleep staring at the stars and talking to God. It was incredible. I never pictured myself sleeping on a ground with a sleeping bag and pillows and then waking up with feeling like i got a good nights sleep(when i probably really didnt)..on the ground! and then we cooked breakfast over the fire. It was awesome. We also took the pontoon out on the lake we were close by(it was my friends grandparentss area we were camping out at)...and jumped off and went swimming. One of the cleanest lakes in Indiana. It was awesome. =]
This entire week has been amazing. Seeing Hillsong United(they were also incredible the first time i saw them)...having a good week at work...amazing fellowship with friends..and then ending it with camping.
well thats all for now. long post .. sorry
peace.
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